The 2-week holidays had been a hectic one for me. 1st week was filled with projects, projects and more projects while the 2nd week was filled with IG, IG and more IG. Anyway, after the A&F Subcomm Games Day, i actually learnt that Life is whatever you want it to be. Yesterday, i went through ups and downs. As i'm a really emotional person, I learnt that the way you perceive things really affects your mood. I was actually pretty demoralised at the attendance rate for yesterday. I was just putting up a strong front to show that i'm ok but actually, i wasn't. However, before the 1st event started, i gave my good friend a call and he made me realise something. When life don't go well, deal with it. I decided to stay strong and carry on with the subcomms that I had. In the end, although the event didn't came out as good as expected, majority of the subcomms still had fun and I did, as well. Also, I loved the BBQ the most where we had our mini main comm touching moments with louise and wen ping and the time when i got to mingle around with the Year 1 subcomms. I'm just glad that I went through this and this just helps me to grow into a better person.
Signing off,
Kwok Yang
10:13 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Today is a day filled with loneliness for me. Just woke up feeling so alone as if no one cared at all. Maybe it's just one of those times when I have to take a stroll in the park alone and use my camera to take pictures of Mother Nature and savour the sweetness of this world. I don't know. Hope this gets better. Sometimes i wonder why I'm born to have so much emotions. :x Maybe today is really just my emo day. A day to reflect and remain silent for a while.
Signing off,
Ky~
2:57 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2011
It's been a long time since i've blogged. So i kinda wanna start this blog post with this quote, "Stand up for what you believe in, even if it means standing alone." Even though i might portray myself as someone who is confident and straightforward, but sometimes I still give in to conformity. I really hate it when that happens. For the sake of being the same, i had to give up on the people who are different and give up on my true self. That sucks!
Just this week, I was squeezing through the bustling crowd at Tampines MRT station and there was this little boy who got knocked by a lady's handbag. The lady was actually rushing towards the escalator and her bag hit him by accident. Then, she just turned around, gave the boy an apologetic gesture and hurried off. The poor boy was left standing alone in the middle of people that streamed past him. Also, his parents were no where to be seen. In no time, he burst into tears and began wailing loudly.
I really regretted brushing past this boy and pretending it never happened. I could have been the one who was there to help him. Haix. Still, I would like to apologise to this boy for not helping him when I could. I'm really sorry for being one of those cold-hearted and heartless freaks that were rushing off coz of their busy lives at that moment.
Also, recently, I just found out something cool about somebody. Someone who I could say is close but not that close. Hmm. Anyway, he really inspired me. Never did I know that someone so young could be so talented. I really admire him for his confidence, independence and perseverance. Although he might not be really humble at times but still, if i were in his shoes, I would have gave up before I even started. How could someone actually be so strong internally. To that person, Thank You for being such a good role model in your very own way. You have my support, morally of course, and hmm, i doubt you'll ever know. Wahaha.
From this day on, Kwok Yang, you have to be there for people, mean what you say! Stand up for your beliefs!
Signing off,
Ky~
7:33 PM
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Okay, the new sem have started and it's back to the heavy workloads, bla bla, etc. Even so, i'm still glad that school have started coz I really missed TP life. Now with the IG stuff and heavy competition, looks like i have to work doubly hard. Anyway, i just got to know my new class 2A07. Hmm,, I dunno what to say. We're still pretty awkward and i haven't even manage to talk to anyone yet. maybe i shall go crazy this week and start randomly talking to people. Haha. All the best for this sem.
Signing off,
Ky~
10:38 AM
Monday, April 18, 2011
This blog post is written just for foodmin.
Hey foodmins,
We carried food, prepared drinks, prepared lanyards, joked around. Jc, Peter, Jerome, Lionel and Dominic started the Amazing Horse song and it eventually became our cheer. We turned the TP Handsign song into some form of whacking the back thing. We played games and used the leftover drinks as forfeit. We crapped a lot together and talked about halal pork. We gay-ed together and definitely, it's spreading to the innocent ones like me. We used a soft toy (John) to do our Amazing Horse Cheer. We tricked freshies and GLs and laughed at their shocked faces. We had our t-shirt design posted on the temasek poly twitter. All of us cried during debrief, some on the outside, some on the inside. Thanks so much Foodmin, really, for all the good times, bad times, funny times, retarded times. Thanks for the 4 days at OTC and 6 days of FO. I'll definitely see you guys in foodmin next year!
